there is
reason for me to hurry when I wake
there is
anticipation and anxiety filling my body
there is
sadness in my life.
Yet, there is
A small feeling of self worth and value, pride and triumph inside.
I've completed a picture, I like it...and the best part is...
there is
a happiness I've created on my own.


Yeah. I don't know. I'm feeling poetic. Abit sorrowful, but happy too...
Things are crazy RL. But I'm so glad that I finally drew a full picture...because as most of you know, I never finish my drawings (thus lack of deviants)..But I've finished this one, and I can't wait to hear your comments!! There isn't anything I can do about this sort of sorrow..except let it fade. I told Nobu on the phone last night...that I was upset because the incident effected us..something good...that it effected how I looked at the person...something good.
Well.
I've decided...That's not the way to go at all. It hasn't effected us yet, Nobu. Why? Because I won't let it. I won't let it drag me down.
I won't have remorse, I won't think of *that person* again. I'll erase them. I'll forget how I cherish the good memories. I'll erase those too. Because then...I'll erase them.
...
I drew a completed picture! I wish so bad that it continues with MOOREE PICTTTURESSS- YEEEEEEEEEEEE! < <

~ Meow, Signed Kitty.